Well, today the pain hasn't been quite as bad.  It's more dizziness and just feeling out of it.  I still hurt in my shoulders and hip/back but just feel more confused and lost today.  It's hard to describe.  As for my walk with the Lord, I'm really struggling.  I guess I'm too busy worrying about test results.  I think after I turn the burgers, I will read my bible.

Okay, I had my devotion.  Right now all my devotions are on God's grace.  I thank God for His grace and His love.  I am so grateful that when I run away and hide, he seeks me out and he's standing right beside me.  He never leaves me.  He's standing there waiting for me to look up and say, "Daddy, please help."  So here I am Daddy, please help...